Another Suitcase in Another Hall

I have developed a very VERY strong desire to perform in the musical: Evita

When I was younger I LOVED Evita and watched it on my vcr numerous times and sang the songs during recess.
Watching musicals as a child is probably where my dreams of being an actress began. I also developed my first celebrity crushes from musicals. Donny Osmond and Antonio Banderas were my first crushes.
I remember when I was younger, seeing a picture of the Virgin Mary and thinking it was Evita.

Am I a bad Christian? Maybe.
But God please, I want to be Evita.